I never was

This is how I feel about it...

I never was…
Thin enough
Smart enough
Outgoing enough
Articulate enough
Funny enough
Pretty enough
I just wasn’t enough
Third daughter and this one’s fat
She isn’t enough
No not enough
She isn’t agreeable enough
No not what we wanted at all
She’s always trying
Trying to be more
Trying to be thinner
Smarter
More outgoing
More articulate
Funnier
Prettier
But it’s not enough
The harder she tries
The more she lacks
And it’s never enough
I never was